Kisah Asiah

And the moment has begun...

2012-01-15T00:53:00.002+08:00

Started to survey here and there. Do some checking. Enquiring the best offers.

I have confirmed the BIG items...

- The Decor & The Bridal by "RH Bridal & Studio"

"I can't wait on how I will look on that very day after putting on the make-up, nice dresses, etc..."

- The Photographer by "Flipside Productions"

"My most anticipation moment is during the Solemnization and Outdoor Photo shoot. One thing is, we need to enjoy ourselves."

As the rest of the items will be handled by parents, they insisted on it. Such as;

- The Caterer

- The Door Gifts

- The Entertainment

Mr. Fiancee fell in love with the photography production company once we sat, listened and browsed through their products and concept. His preference still to this company after we surveyed at other exhibition booths for photography. So, let's just wait for next year and anxiously waiting on how it will turn out!

As how Mr. Fiancee fell in love with the photography production company, that is how I fell in love with RH Bridal & Studio dresses and the way they put on the 'tudung' for the Muslimah brides. Lovely! Browsed through the rest with mum but still back to RH.

As for decor, just that it will be easier it is under one roof. The theme is "Garden Style". Hoping for it to turn out simple yet nice~

Heading to Lala Land for now...

And the preparation continues...

It's the new beginning...

2012-01-09T13:04:00.005+08:00

At work. Lunch-break. Tired to go out. Lunching-in & blogging.

2012 - New year. But things and life still runs the same for all human beings on earth. You still go to work, back home, go out with friends, sleep, and the routines are circling...

For myself, I think it's gonna be a year of business with preparations... Yup, the date has been set! The bell will ring on 12th January 2013~ And the Reception will be on the nice date 13.1.13 (^_^) After much tears, arguments, dillemma... I can breath out in relieved, Alhamdulillah...

Now, each bride-to-be most anticipated moments. Doing the preparations, the nervousness when the time is nearing, the mixed emotions, etc...

Just can't wait to see how the final results of everything...

I just can't imagine how would I feel when the wedding gown is already on me and waiting for him to say,"Aku terima nikahnya..."

Going for outdoor shooting as a husband and wife... Kihkihkih! Best!

For now, let's just pray for the best... Insya Allah all went smooth~ Amin!

No one will know....

2011-11-18T16:27:00.002+08:00

No one will know that you have completed your task unless you tell the whole world...

No one will pat your back after you have done a great job...

No one will assist you after much complaining other than just listen...

Sometimes you are just on your own... Even though being part of the team...

So, I need to be strong... Doesn't matter where I am...

Salam Lebaran 2011

2011-09-01T15:31:00.002+08:00

"Salam dunia...

Salam semua...

Salam Hari Raya...

Bersinar akhirnya..."

And once again the celebration that we all have been waiting for...

Salam Aidilfitri 1432H.

Memohon ampun dan maaf jika tersilap kata dan terkasar bahasa. Dalam gurauan atau berbicara. Ampun dan maaf dipinta. Semoga segala amalan yang dilakukan dalam bulan Ramadhan yang barakah diterima oleh-Nya dan di bulan Syawal yang mulia sambutan dibuat dalam keadaan yang sederhana tapi meriah hendaknya...

Understanding...

2011-08-24T16:31:00.004+08:00

Just few more days Ramadhan will be leaving us once again...

Is there any schools that offer course in Understanding? If there's one, I'll definitely would like to sign up!

So that I can understand this guy here (below) more...

Mind is wondering all over, till I don't know what else to continue writing here...

Later...

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa... Dan selamat membuat persiapan hari raya...

It's a one hell week!

2011-06-26T15:26:00.002+08:00

We argued. We made up. We argued. And we made up...

Am I a good partner?
Am I a good girlfriend?
Am I a fiancee?

It's all up to me. And it's all about me, myself and I.

It's like riding a roller coaster...

2011-05-07T17:13:00.003+08:00

Emotions have been going hay-wired lately.

I'm not so sure why also. And the victim to handle my tantrum, will be my fiancee. Pity him. Sometimes out of now reason, I'll just tend to keep myself quiet and shut myself from the world. I just not in the mood to do anything sometimes. And right now, I'm learning on how to control my attitude emotions. Especially my emotions during driving or should I say here specifically when he become my "personal driving instructor". Oh! And did I mention here that I passed my driving license? Oh yes... Right after five times of test then I manage to conquer that small card.

It's just difficult. I need people who can handle and understand my nature.

Signing off now... From Wild Wild Wet, Downtown East, Singapore.

In my own world.

2011-03-20T12:51:00.004+08:00

Event is currently on-going.

It's competitions period now. One after another.

Right here I am, in my cubicle... Isolating myself from being a part of it. I'm just not in the mood now. So, rather than letting people think that I'm arrogant, let me be in my own world for now people.

Mixing of emotions here! Maybe due to 'every-month-girl-thing-ya-know'... Maybe due to that!

Will just keep myself in this position. Staying low-profile.

Signing off now. Salam!

It has been a while...

2010-08-04T19:11:00.002+08:00

Seriously it has been a while till I even forgotten my password to this blog. Haih...
And this happened again. I have planned on what to write here but once I'm in I have forgotten whatever that are supposed to be updated. And I kinda lazy also -_-"

So let me find one fine day to update my blog... Fully! Insya Allah. I promised!

Another vacation for me....

2010-04-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

The Bala's Holiday Chalet

& the list goes on...

And I just can't wait for this short get-away~

Just spending time with my beloved one... Can't wait! Really can't wait... Weeeeeee!

Oooppppssss!

2010-03-09T10:03:00.001+08:00

Shikes!

I miss posting an entry in the month of February.

The most important month.

Chey!

Haih, when should I post all the trips I had since December?

BLANK MIND

2010-01-25T19:37:00.002+08:00

Haih~

Everytime that thought passed, I just froze and can't think much. And all seems wrong.

Like now... Urgh!!!

What's wrong?

What's wrong? No? Yes? No? Argh... I don't know!

2010-01-20T19:01:00.004+08:00

I'm not sure what is wrong with today.

It just feel so mundane. Boring. Lifeless. Moody. And the list goes on with next synonym in line.

Is it just me? Even my colleague asked if there is something wrong with me.

Is there something wrong? I think there is. Just not sure what and where. And I can't seems to point out what is wrong.

Or things are going perfectly fine as how things supposed to be and I just could not realize it.

Pathetic Asiah.

Alhamdulillah if there is nothing wrong.

But if there is, please show me what is it.

So I will not look so clueless.

And before I mumble much further, I should stop myself from typing here. Starting now.

My weekend

2010-01-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

Spent my weekend at Batam. Yup~ Don't laugh. It's fun actually.

My sister's fiancee had a meeting there, so, we just tagged along. We didn't shop till we drop. Just hang around and do stuff that we are a bit 'lazy' to do in Singapore.

The best thing is I got to spend my time with my Kakak which in Singapore is a bit difficult due to our schedule and all.

Spending time at the mall called Nagoya Hills.

We even went to TimeZone just to kill time.

Next, we went to Foot Reflexology. It hurts and tickles at the same time for me. Should do this again in Singapore since I always gets a headache when there's too much work and when I'm stressed out!

The lunch we had together. We jus chat away and I don't mind we do it again~

Wooo~ I owed a lot of piccas. And I mean a lot. Will find time to upload soon.

Till here~ ADIOS.

My eyes are dozing off without asking for permission. Damn! I'm sleepy!

Let me speak will ya?

2010-01-15T12:01:00.002+08:00

It happened in a split second.

I didn't realize it also.

Nothing personal though~

Everyone are facing problems.

But one thing for sure, I don't like to be cut off when I wanna talk.

Things happened~

Haih... Bad thing to end my weekday... Won't be spending my weekend in Singapore... Adios~

Happy New Year?

2010-01-02T23:39:00.004+08:00

My first post in 2010.

A year older for the world.

So many damn good things happened in 2009. Not forgetting the bad ones too. However, I definitely learned a lot from all these. One of it, things doesn't usually goes according to what we planned. We plan, HE decides.

Just feel like listing down here the climax in my life during the year 2009.

- I just can't stop learning, while I am still working at the Federation. Now now. It is a good thing. And I love it. Even though sometimes, I have done that task before, will try harder to learn from previous in not making a mistake and to make it better. Down while working sometimes makes me feel like quitting and leave all the things hanging but when I'm back to reality I got this emotion to work harder and produce the best I can give.

- My friendship with my babe is gettin better. Maybe because we've grown up. We definitely have a lot to share with each other, every time we met. And my circle of close babes is getting bigger. Thank you Allah! Loving them. With the advices, the laughter, the ups and down. The sisterhood? I just loved it and loving it more than yesterday.

- I remembered the times, when the three of us sat by the Merlion and share our fate at that moment. And now, I guess if we sat there again we can laugh about it. It's true what most people said. We don't have to look for it. It came by itself. In my case, I agreed! I'm not really sure about my babes' case. That time when I am feeling like not looking for it anymore, it just arrived. How fate works wonder. He already planned it for us. Just the timing that we didn't know when exactly.

It's easy to list down our new resolutions but to achieve it, it's hard. Way too hard~

Be it 1431H or 2010M, it is just number. It is all up to us. To be a better person or not.

My new resolutions? I'm not sure.

I'll just feel contented enough at the end of every year with whatever things has come into my life.

I'll just say - WELCOME TO MY LIFE!

Unclear!

2009-12-27T13:03:00.003+08:00

I can happy at one time...

Sad at another blink...

Angry for no reason...

And the reason is still not clear...

Yesterday, my sleep were accompanied by nightmares, sobbing and crying but was not accompanied by Junior. It who have been accompanied and cuddled my sleep for two months but yesterday, it did not. I put him aside and I do not know why.

And the reason is still not clear...

I'm not a perfect person...

2009-12-25T17:42:00.002+08:00

Hmm...

One after another...

Hoping no one knows what is running through my head now...

Let me keep it to myself...

I should be ok...

Don't worry...

Haih :(

Effort? Who should do it?

2009-12-24T15:42:00.002+08:00

Why o why?

Is it only me? Or is it caused by both of us. Whose fault? I shall say no one.

I do not want to think much on this.

But am I the only one who is putting all the effort?

When you say those words, it always makes me wonder. Wonder on the seriousness.

AND I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANNA THINK MUCH!!!

PLEASE, IT MAKES ME MENTALLY EXHAUSTED!!!

My fault?

2009-12-20T18:54:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I just wonder.

Is it really my fault for not smiling all the time? When I am on my normal face, most people who do not know me will say that I am "SOMBONG" and unapproachable. When actually I am shy and not good at talking.

Serious talking here. Masuk ICU punyer!

And I can not blame people for who they think I am. I will tend to keep quiet if I do not know the person well enough and will not just start with a friendly conversation.

I am sure last time I was worse than this. I will keep quiet all the way and will not even care to give a smile. Check out with my babes~

I am quite friendly too, it is just that I need longer time to warm up.

And I am sure, once I post this entry, there will be a few to comment. Just wait and see~

Randomness

2009-12-14T13:57:00.005+08:00

I'm back in Singapore Thursday night. 2 days is not enough to rest my mental exhaustion and few hours is not enough for my drug treatment. Need more.

Flying off tomorrow for another competition. Some may say cool, fortunate, fun and all. It's tiring actually but yup I'm having fun and learned a lot! Seriously.
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Is this normal?

The fear of getting tired of.

The sulking of small issue.
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I will take a long vacation after major matter is settled. And that will be after 10th January 2010.

The Sun, The Sand, The Sea and The Sa.... If possible 4S all the way~
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At work now, settling few of the major issues before 6pm.

Tired & Sleepy

2009-12-07T22:53:00.002+08:00

Out of town for few days this week. And another week starting next week.

Near, but tiring. And it's only the first day.

Man~ I'm like addicted to my drugs. Dangerous and scary lah sey.

For now, I'm just scared of any possibilities. Just pray for the best, Or didn't I?

I am totally exhausted. I was at office for more than 12 hours, trying to finish my to-do-list the whole week last week. Where I'm supposed to be on leave. I had my time-off on Thursday afternoon, but that was a rushed also.

I slept at 5am yesterday, procrastinating on the packing while thinking on what to do.

Last time I thought, being busy is good. Woah~ now I just had holiday in my mind. The sun, the sand and the sea should be enough for me. Oh and the sa.... (^_^'') 4S...

Sleepy now, gonna layan the athletes first before I go to bed.

ABDCEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTVWXYZ...

Renovation Skin

2009-11-26T16:20:00.001+08:00

In attempt to change my blogskin.

Blog Under Construction.

The construction worker is sulking.

Should bribe her with $$.

Haih, kids nowadays~

A fast one

2009-11-18T09:25:00.003+08:00

Rollercoaster~ Rollercoaster~ Up up up up... Down down down down...

That's how my life has been going on lately.

Furthermore, when there's "additional" in my life.

Work? Hmm.. I'm gonna have my long vacation in December. Hoping to spend my first week of December with that person doing activities together. La la la la~

Need to continue in drowning myself with the workloads. Haih (-_-''). At office, actually. Adios~

signing off @ 09:30:15

Washing my hands off? I want to... But I can't!

2009-11-04T14:24:00.003+08:00

Hmm...

Maybe due to the reason of being the youngest in here, that makes Asiah unable to fit in any clique.

Or maybe, they have these feeling that I shouldn't be in their clique scaring that I'll be the informer.

Or is it that I don't open up myself enough? Am I not up to their level of standard?

Fine!

Whatever it is, at the end of the day it's you guys... Not me...

But, think this way! Their doings may effect on how people judged me!

And I'm just doing my job, here! Is it wrong?

But I'm pissed right now, because I can see that there's no respect!!!

URRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

signing off @ 14:37:17

Asiah is back~ Wooohhoooo! (^_^')

2009-11-02T12:49:00.003+08:00

Oh! I will do something about "photobucket" account inactivation. But, will need help from my lil' sister on that.

Moving on, I'm at office. Paperwork never ends. And right now, I'm surrounded with papers. Hello~ papers! Nice meeting you guys~ (-_-').

And I'm here updating my blog during lunch-break!

Feeling much much better nowadays. Since our major project is done and... great news, we've passed! Woooohoooo! Worth my precious time that I sacrificed to be in the office than meeting my beloved babes and "friend"! Later~

Love the moment with each and single one of the PERSISI-ans.

And yes, you guessed it correctly~ There's time that I smiled and laughed at our silliness~ Last time, I dread when I heard alert sound notifying there's incoming messages or incoming calls.

But now~ Looking forward to it!

Look! You changed me~ In any aspects. But I know, to be a better person! Hmm... Thanks, "friend"! And you know how to cheer me up with your jokes and your smiles! And looking forward to see you more often too, "friend".

You're sweet, I tell ya~
Making me addicted to the sweetness~

Ouhkay~ before I became more "sweet", let me sign out from here to meet my client - Mr. and Mrs. Paper!

signing off @ 13:04:34

Testing Mic... Is it on?

2009-10-16T17:00:00.004+08:00

Thanks mate!

Feels like ages since I last visit this webiste and update my blog.

And so many things happened in my life ever since.

Sugar, spice and everything nice! And plus, not to forget the "Chemical X". Then, you can get Asiah's Life.

Cool things happened, bad things does happened as well, things that makes me happy? A lot~

So, which should I start first?

How bout regarding the picture above? Ok...

As usual, I'm the Emcee for the Friendly Trial between South Australia Team & Team Singapore. Received one from the South Australia representative Mr. Karl Saul, cool huh? Cool to me coz I'm the ONLY staff that received one! Hihihihi *Evil Laugh*.

It's my seventh time emcee-ing and two of it was at national level *saluting Asiah* but still I have the stage-fright before starting of the event. The nervousness won't just go away. I'm so proud of Asiah, coz last time, she's like the shiest person EVER and don't like to talk in front of so many people. Ok, enough about that~

Next - it came... Yup! Just as I'm not aware. However, I'm not very sure about it! Got advices from my babe to grab the chance and try to explore new things and about being on a first date with him~ Slowly I think... But, I can't get over it and still wants more than what's there.

Don't know lah. Don't wanna think about it much... for now~

signing off @ 20:59:04

Unique Eid Fitri 1430H

2009-09-28T22:02:00.004+08:00

I'm back to work. Hmmm~ Same old thing...

However, I had fun with the MDIS peeps yesterday. New version of celebrating Eid Fitri. What we did? We cooked while visiting a friend's house. It's not a boring one since we had fun conversation during the whole journey and cracked up some lame and stupid jokes even though there's only five of us~

Murtabak Maggi by Asiah, BBQ Roasted Chicken by Fitriah & Salad by Amirah

The MDIS Peeps~

signing off @ 22:18:33

Tiring day~

2009-09-09T06:36:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...

Ups and downs...
Stress...
Heavy workload...

Not only in working. I bet in life as a worker or as a student, even.

At the end of the day, you'll feel satisfied when one task a done and deal with.

I like that feeling, but I don't like the part where you have to use your cells in your brain to come out with something "brilliant". Tiring~

Too tired to work, actually. Forcing myself to give what I can give~

signing off @ 06:41:56

Work 3x

2009-09-04T11:04:00.001+08:00

September already!!!

And workload is getting heavier... Argh!

I need a holiday~~~

signing off @ 11:06:15

Scary encounter... Maybe~

2009-08-23T14:22:00.000+08:00

I am sure by now most of you people must have heard about the "Nenek Jual Keropok". I don't know how far the story is true, but it's already in the newspaper. But I think people around is better to be safe than sorry. Rumours stated that the "Nenek" have been circulating the island-wide, and now she's in the East side.

It happened yesterday night around 9pm. While my sisters, my mum and I was watching TV in the living room, when someone knocked on the door and said "kak, jual keropok,". And I bet you, all of us freaked out already. It was a light knock. I know, it's the month of Ramadhan and believed Satans are all locked up.

I even googled when I was told the news about this is published in Berita Minggu together with the image. There's many version on this "Nenek". So, anyone! If you have the image of this "Nenek", please do share with me the link.

signing off @ 14:37:09

Ramadhan~

2009-08-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan is here once again!

Alhamdulillah~ And Insya Allah will get to fast...

Hehehe (^_^')

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak, everyone!

Puasa jangan tak puasa!

signing off at 20:04:12

How time flies~

2009-08-01T02:03:00.002+08:00

August already. And in less than a month, we'll be welcoming the sacred month of Ramadhan. How time fly~ After Ramadhan, will come Syawal and soon after Dzulhijjah and again Muharram.

So many events happened in my life. Way too many, to the extent that sometimes I can't accept it happened and I can't handled it. But I know, there'll definitely be someone stand-by to catch me before I fall.

As of today, thank you to the people who have been there for me and have been around me all this while. Accepting me for who I am. Thank you~

signing off @ 02:33:59

Ready! Action!

2009-07-18T15:51:00.004+08:00

Following up with one of new drama in TV3.

Full aspect of religion, love, sweet and sour of life and etc. Nur Kasih - learn few things from the drama. And what I really love about this drama because of the cinematography. Brilliant! Kudos to the cameraman.

Yup! Malay drama from Malaysia (TV3), Sinetron from Indonesia, Idol drama from Taiwan, Japanese dramas and Korean dramas will always be my choice first.

And I don't really watch typical Malay drama from Suria - melayu sangat sey!

So, enjoy the trailer. There's chance you'll get hook to the drama too!

signing off @ 15:59:20

Undescribable...

2009-07-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

I should be sleeping by now.

But...

I wanna blog just a lil' about him.

Masya Allah! He's so charismatic, erm no, not the best word, 'macho', nah, what should I use here? Okay, how bout, Perfect Creation of Allah S.W.T? Yup! Sounds nice and I like it.

I can sleep with a smile tonight, hoping that he'll be in my dream.

signing off @ 00:26:41

Prawning

2009-07-12T20:41:00.008+08:00

Yesterday night I went prawning or the best Malay words is 'memancing udang'.

Try-out new activity again. And looks like I'm gonna get hooked with this too. Just like ice-skating. There's thrill in it. Don't wanna blab much. Let the pix tell the story.

Location: Pasir Ris Town Prawn Ponds

Admission fee: $39 (3 + 1 hour free)

Equipment: Net and rod

Don't forget the bait! Worms or cockles.

After 4 hours - we managed to catch 9 prawns.

This is the one I caught~

Any of you guys wanna try this out? I can teach you. Cheeeh~ I kinda know the tactic already.

So prawns~ wait for me yah!

signing off at 21:00:00

Random

2009-07-05T10:44:00.006+08:00

I feel like blogging. About anything. Random entry.

Hmm, okay... Let's see what can I write here. *scractching head*

Okay - Life has been good for me. It's just that I need some excitement to mix it up with my sweet and sour life now. Oh, I know! Maybe I should do the thing I've been always wanted to do since my secondary school days. And now, since I'm 20 already, I got the green-light to do it! Yessa! But have to wait untill Singapore and the world to be cleared from H1N1. Then, I can proceed.

Next, Marié Digby is coming to Singapore for a concert! Hell yeah!!! (I'm going after much thought). Babe, let's go! And Fren, is the tix out for sale?

Work? Hmm. I don't wanna talk about it. Same old thing. Da da da~

I need a holiday. My dream destination for holiday are Japan and Korea. But I've been always wanted to go to Taiwan with hopes that I can meet my idols there. Right now, I'm falling in love with Cairo, Egypt. I wanna go there for now~ All because of KCB. Thanks yah!

Off to shower now~

signing off @ 11:09:35

A moment of silliness

2009-06-21T21:56:00.004+08:00

I don't know what really happened. Was I sleep-walking? Or is it just my body is wide awake but not my mind. Ah~ I know! I must be tired mentally that cause my physical reaction to be a bit slow.

I reached office today around 10 plus, with sleepy face.
The office glass door is opened when I entered the office.
Am I just dumb or was I just too engrossed with my handphone - I'm still not sure myself.
I was SMS-ing while exiting the office, without realising the glass door is now closed.

GEDEBANG!

I knocked myself to the glass door. And it was hard, I tell you!
Haha~ And there's few athletes sitting there. They were kinda panic. But I was shocked!
And as am I typing right now, my forehead and nose is still hurt. I can't knit my eyebrows.
I think I'm suffering from concusion. Headache comes and goes. And I can't bend down. Need to see doctor, I think. My colleague thought, there's glass broken somewhere.

Off to watch my sinetron now, before I'm off to bed to rest myself. If not, tomorrow I don't know what else I'm gonna knock myself into.

signing off @ 22:12:19

3 at 3

2009-06-13T03:41:00.003+08:00

I'm off to KL in a few hours. Purpose: wedding. Urgh! I don't really enjoy going to a wedding. But slowly, it's kinda fun when I get to see the "kan chiong" aunties.

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Oh! And it looks like it's the time I create a Facebook account. Been asking the same old questions from different people. I guess I'm quite slow when it comes to fast-pace connection through internet.

I need to find one free time, to create the account and explore the real world of Facebook.

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Before I end this, let me present you with one memory. A last performance from me.

signing off @ 03:48:55

Some Love, Dream, Nightmare & Happiness

2009-06-11T21:09:00.005+08:00

First of all, I'm not sure myself whether to call this a dream or a nightmare.
Have you ever dream the same dream three times in a row in one night? I have.
I sleep, I dream, I woke up and there's tears in my eyes and I sleep back.
I sleep, I dream (the same dream), I woke up and there's tears in my eyes and I sleep back.
And I sleep, I dream (the same dream again), I woke up but this time around I was sobbing crazily while waking up. Weird huh?
I don't know why must I cried but I cried because in my dream, that person died. And I didn't get the chance to tell that person things that I've been wanting to say all along. I really regret of not saying it.

Is this one of the sign? Telling me to say whatever I wanted to say without regretting of not saying it. So, should I say it?

And speaking of sign, I think I can see the sign clearer than before. This is the time I exit from your life totally, I guess. Even though it's hard, if this the only option that can make you have a less stressful life without having to visualize happiness.

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For now, I'm entertaining myself with some love... Indonesian songs is much better when expressing what love is. Enjoy!

"Sekalipun cinta telah ku uraikan...
Dan ku jelaskan panjang lebar...
Namun jika cinta ku datangi...
Aku jadi malu pada keterangan ku sendiri~"

"Ketika cinta bertasbih...
Nadiku berdenyut merdu...
Kembang kempis dadaku...
Merangkai butir cinta~"

"Kekasih yakini cintaku...
Disinilah cintaku berlabuh...
Perjalanan mencari jawaban...
Berakhir karam di hatimu~"

signing off @ 21:53:06

Is this the end?

2009-05-29T21:42:00.003+08:00

I'm exiting myself slowly and silently from your life.

I hope you'll be okay and don't be stress with your life, aite!

I don't know if sorry is enough to mend all this.

Sorry~

signing off @ 21:44:58

It's not by just saying it... There's a meaning...

2009-05-22T14:33:00.005+08:00

It's really unexpected. With just a knock on the door, which disturb my sleep, end up with an apology from a person who has been running away from us for years.

Surprised by the scene though. Wild thoughts passed my mind, but whatever it is, let's pray for the best.

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On the other note, to "hana": Looks like you're going to flood my tagboard with your hatred, anger and grudges (if you have against me). You stated "cukupp kenal kau asiah arshad", betul ke? Sebab, saya sendiri, Nur Asiah Binte Arshad kadang-kadang belum cukup mengenali diri saya. Dan saya rasa manusia ini sukar difahami walau berapa lama dikenali sekalipun. Mungkin awak kenal saya seperti yang awak nyatakan, tapi sudah cukup awak memahami saya?

Memang saya tak nafikan yang saya tak ramai kawan. Tapi kan, buat apa ramai kawan tapi hati kawan-kawan tak terjaga. Seberapa sedikit kawan yang saya ada sekarang, saya akan cuba untuk menjaga hati mereka. Walaupun, kerap kali hati mereka terluka.

"orang kurang kawan plus kasihsyg", saya kurang faham dengan maksud kurang kasih sayang. Apa maksud awak? Saya dapat rasakan kasih sayang yang telah diberikan oleh keluarga selama ini. Saya gembira dengan keluarga saya jika itu maksud kasih sayang awak.

Dan manusia takkan lari dari menghadapi kisah sedih dalam hidupnya. Sebab kalau takde kisah sedih, manusia takkan belajar dalam kehidupan untuk menghadapi cabaran yang akan datang. Kisah sedih dan kisah gembira dalam kehidupan saya, stable and balance. Just nice, for me!

Dan tak tau pulak saya ini dulu cukup terkenal, haha, walaupun hanya terkenal dengan "perangai angin" saya. So, awak ni pernah satu sekolah dengan saya lah kan? Pernah sekelas ke? Mungkin dalam saya tak sedar "perangai angin" saya pernah menyakitkan hati sehingga awak mengeluarkan statement yang sebegitu di tagboard saya, kalau ada silap saya dengan awak dalam sedar atau tak, takpe biar saya jadi manusia sebenar dan mengalah. Minta maaf sejujur-jujurnya dan ikhlas dari hati saya.

Maybe for start, do you mind telling me your name? Or you can give me your contact so we can discuss or have a chat further on this if you're still not satisfied with me.

Saya rasa macam tak cukup dengan apa yang saya catatkan di sini. Sebab, saya dapat rasakan awak takkan berpuas hati dengan setiap patah kata yang tertulis.

Akhir kata, salam maaf dan Salam Alaikum Warahmatullah Wabarakatuh.

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Should I grab the opportunities without having regrets afterward?

signing off @ 15:37:02

So what!!!

2009-05-17T18:01:00.002+08:00

In case you haven't realised. Let me state here!

My character is not even 1% similar to yours. So, stop comparing that I am you.

I am me in my own style. Yes! Sometimes I showed my "attitude" to all. I'm just being me. I'll show it if I don't like it. I won't pretend to be the girl-next-door just to make people like me. I'm not like some people who'll act as if okay but then talk behind their backs. If I don't like that particular person I will just stay my distance away from him/her.

And, please! You're not that angelic also! I think I'm way far better than you in so many ways!

Throwing tantrums is part of my character. But still, your tantrums is worse than mine. Just because when I am throwing tantrums and you're not means that you're better than me!

So~ my advice. Pease think before you make any remarks, and be careful it may backfired to you! Thank you!

signing off @ 18:12:09

Mix it together and you get... Asiah

2009-05-12T20:38:00.004+08:00

I got so many things to state here.

I got so many pictures to share here.

But right now, I'm lazy. Will do it during weekend and when I've the mood to share.

And I don't want to be disturbed on matters that are beyond my control.

"I feel like quitting and trying something else~"

Oh... One thumbs up for Mr. Script-writer! He's very creative in introducing new obstacles. Okay, maybe I'll reduce to 5 bakul of *tooooot* since you're good at it but the remaining 5 bakul will stay because you still make the sinetron drags.

I'm in my own land~

signing off @ 20:54:17

Watch it!

2009-04-14T00:02:00.001+08:00

Wanna know what I feel right now?

Feel like burning my TV!!! Urgh! I can get heart-attack if continue watching. But I don't like to watch shows half-way. Mencabar emosi betul!!!

I've read somewhere, locals in Mumbai was once caught burning the cinema due to sad ending of a Hindi movie.

Stupid Indonesian sinetron that made me addicted to it! If I get the chance to meet the script-writer, I'll scream *toooooooot* *tooooot* *toot* *tooooooooooooot* sepuluh bakul sey!

And you are like a drug to me of my own brand~

signing off @ 00:03:13

Trust me. Not!

2009-04-11T19:18:00.002+08:00

Is this a game you want to play with me?

I'm beginning to doubt.

What is trust?

Is it when you are ready to share with someone your secrets and hope that secrets dies together with the person? What if, there are no longer trust between people?

I should be careful from now on.

And dude! If that girl doesn't want to answer your call or reply your messages, that means she's not interested. Not that someone stopping her to get close to you. Man! You are thick-skinned!!!

signing off 19:27:39

Happen, Happened, Happening

2009-04-10T20:23:00.005+08:00

April already.

How time flies.

Few things happened here and there. Forming me into someone.

Life has to go on. I've to be strong. Even though sometimes, things that happened are something that we are not prepared and really don't want that to happen.

Life is unpredictable, like some people says.

And I am gonna look forward and work better for my future.

Prioritizing few things that I wanna in life.

For now... I love all the peeps that surrounded me in my life~ My beloved family, my friends, the peeps from the Federation I'm working at and all the things that I own, like my guitar.

And oh yah! I ran into him the other day~ I find it funny when people remember me but not my name instead addressed me as ....'s friend. Let's just see what happen next~

signing off @ 21:20:45

Reality Vs. Fantasy

2009-03-29T18:58:00.003+08:00

I'd rather be in fantasy than in reality.
Reality hurts alot.

I can do whatever I want.
I can dream whatever I desired to dream.

I, who ruled the "Fantasy Land".
It belong to me and only me.

Too bad, the world I'm living in right now is real.
And sometimes fantasy is just to good to be true.
At the end of the day we have to step back down to reality.

But for now, I don't wanna wake up just yet~
Let me enjoy what seems to be faked. Cause it helps me to live in the real world.

Call me a dreamer. A lonely dreamer.

signing off @ 19:13:56

Stupid girl~ Move on!

2009-03-09T21:56:00.003+08:00

A lot of things is happening in my life.
Interesting to me. But may not to those who reads.
And so I shall keep it to myself.

Every single thing be it a little one or a major one that is affecting my life, I get to learn a thing or two from it! And it's a good feeling, the feeling to learn or know more about life. Which I can say that I am damn naive about life. The people I mixed around with, are not in the same age - sometimes resulting to different frequency. But I enjoy it!

Actually this post is to say how much I love my life. I have everything. Family's love, job with $$, friends' laughter, I can do what I want, I can afford what I desire~

What should I complain with my life?

None, I think?

But listening to one simple story from my friend, make me realise.

Life has to go on. No matter how many times you suffer from a set-backs. You must move on! And I can see that my friend is moving on. And I definitely will and should too! Not struggling to move on just slowly. Slowly in the name that I don't wanna rush things. So I'll just accept it when it really comes and not wait for it when it's not there.

Don't look back at what had happened?

I will still take a peek on it. Learn from it!

Stupid girl~ You should've been doing this some time ago~

signing off @ 22:17:13

New Love

2009-02-21T01:20:00.004+08:00

I got myself a new BF!!! Wohooo! Yeah!
And right now, I'm so in love with it!
Uh-huh! I'm talking about my new guitar.
Fresh from the store~ Hihi! New piece some more!
My mister macho and sexy. I think black is the new 'thing'.
Another acoustic. Custom-made.

Want a sneak peak of my BF?
Sorry guys I'm keeping it under my spotlight for now!

Babe, let's go 'jam' at the ulu place you mentioned. And you'll get the chance to get to know my Mister!

signing off @ 01:34:55

I'll just be waiting right here~

2009-02-15T11:19:00.003+08:00

When you turned 20, so many things you want to be in your life.
I think what I have now in life is enough for me and I don't want to ask for more from Him.

I have family,
I have friends,
I have a job,
I have freedom.

The only thing tht I don't have for now is... The IT!

Not really searching, finding, looking (or whichever people will describe it as) cause I know it will come by itself without we have to look for it. Just wait. And I'm waiting.

"I understand how you feel right now! This matter will cross every single lady when things happened in their life. And plus, your gf is having one too."
I would like to thank you for saying this and understanding my feeling. (Do prompt me if you guess you're the "you" I'm talking about here).

And when everyone surrounding you is having the IT, deep inside, you would want to have it either. Just right now, I'm not sure whether it's more to a want or a need?

"I'll just wait. The moment you say yes~"

signing off @ 11:33:47

Concerts

2009-02-03T22:14:00.003+08:00

Maybe Mraz's concert is another one that I'm going to miss. Just like FLH. But that time, the reason was due to overseas working commitment. This time around, because of over-whelming responses from Singapore's fans that led to SOLD OUT tickets in just four days of the opening sale. Like hot pisang goreng! But one concert I will not want to miss. Taylor Swift's. If one day she's coming to Singapore.

Note to Asiah to put this in your to-do-list: Need to go to the CD shops one of the days to buy her albums. Man! Been walking in the shopping centre but not stepping into a CD shop.

signing off @ 22:23:19

Hay-wired emotions...

2009-02-01T20:10:00.002+08:00

I had a short sort of get-away.

Beach resort.

Pictures will be updated when I've recovered.

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Is it because of I'm not in that level of yours yet?

Is that the reason...

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It's gonna happen again soon.

I'm not expecting anything.

Last year's, not sure whether I should discard the memories totally or set it aside.

You tell me...

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Last time, I'm a nobody nobody.

Now, I'm a somebody nobody.

Can't I just be a plain somebody somebody to a somebody?

signing off @ 21:39:40

Things happening

2009-01-17T20:30:00.003+08:00

Few weeks ago, I'm still unstable with the new responsibilities and challenges.
Not saying now that I'm stable, I'm still shaking!
Trying to exceed the expectation. Implementing what I've learned last time.

And speaking of learning, I missed going to school~
I missed attending classes, wearing school uniform, having break with friends, doing homework and the lists goes on and on. Only one thing I don't really favour - revising and studying for exams, urgh! But working life is not bad either. And I feel lucky that I got the chance working here.

Pictures of my trip to Vietnam? I didn't really take much pictures. So, I'll just share this pics which I think good enough since my trip to Vietnam is not a holiday holiday.

An impromptu plan~ Had fun taking pictures at Botanic Garden and spending time with my babe. One thing I look forward every time hanging out with her, latest news from her. Right, Mira?

I'll cherish those particular look. Got this feel that it's specially for me~

And Mom keeps asking me about him. How's the progress and all. For sure I don't wanna rush.

Exhaling things one by one.

signing off @ 20:53:04

I'm scared

2009-01-03T00:27:00.004+08:00

My second post for the new year.

Hey Mister~ Actually I don't know what to say to you or how to start our conversation, since I'm still new to this 'thing'. Frankly speaking, I'm kinda scared. Even though I don't know what am I scared of. Maybe I'm scared of the changes that is happening.

And babe, I don't know whether I'm ready or not even if you said there's no meaning and purely just, erm ... I don't know what to call it. But when actually the three of us know there's something to all these. And I know you can't be helping me and giving me ideas all the time. I need to navigate my own 'ship' some how one day.

Oh please! Send some guidance from above. I really need it, now!

New year's resolution?

To be better in all~

signing off @ 00:47:26

I Don't Wanna Lose Someone~

2008-12-29T23:44:00.004+08:00

Have you ever imagined of losing someone you love? Be it your parents, family, siblings, lover, friends etc. And I mean losing them in terms of FOREVER!

I did.

And it is unbearable and undescribable how the sadness can be. Just the thought of it, already made me sob like crazy, let me tell you this, it's scary. And this is just pure imagination. How is the situation when it is real?

Don't take my love ones away from me, please...

signing off @ 00:02:55

Is this the end?

2008-12-27T19:08:00.004+08:00

Yeah~ I've been waiting actually.

Intentionally I don't want to make the move first.

I'm analizing and wondering on how important am I in someone's life as a friend.

The verdict? Hmm, whether I'm there or not it doesn't make any difference.

And let me excuse myself slowly and silently without you noticing.

Please let me take a bow first before that~

signing off @ 19:14:04

Vietnam Trip

2008-12-20T00:05:00.005+08:00

Touched down at Ho Chi Minh City - 1600hrs.

Man! The flight was damn bumpy. Or maybe this is my first time taking flight other than SQ. Seeing a lot of motorbikes, an under-developed country, cheap-cheap stuffs.

Didn't do much on first day, reached hotel around 1715hrs local time. Rest for a while and take a shower and at l900hrs went out for our dinner. So much for our first day.

19th Dec 2008, woke up quite late. Missed breakfast. Wooh~ Actually we already planned what time to wake up and all, ending up, my room-mate and I missed breakfast. 1100hrs, left hotel for lunch. Food quite nice. Reached the sports hall, way too early. They did their warming up and all. Quite tiring plus boring because I didn't do much while they are doing their training. But having fun watching them. 3 hours training sure does make their stomaches rumble.

Saturday and Sunday, is the the trial day. My first time seeing all of them fighting. It's an eye-opening for me and a lifetime experience.

21 Dec 2008, training in the morning for 2 hours. Get back to hotel for them to change off for lunch immediately as everyone was hungry then we headed to Cu Chi Tunnel. An historical place. Journey - 2 bumpy hours. And seriously a thing I never imagine I will do, I did. Serious exhaustion. It was damn dark. After finishing the tour, off to have our dinner and then the moment I've been waiting for. SHOPPING. Bin Thanh Market - urgh! Crowded with bikes, price wise I prefer shopping in Thailand.

22 Dec 2008 activities - Lunch and shopping. Then we gonna have dinner on the boat.

Home sweet home Singapore, 23 Dec 2008!

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You're enjoying yourself there....

While I'm right here... Looking...

signing off @ 01:06:43 (Local Vietnam Time)

Smooth Journey - So Far So Good

2008-12-18T03:34:00.002+08:00

Done with the packing. New achievements. Proud with it. I packed myself. Me, myself and I. Not a single help from Mom. Hoping to learn new things during the trip. Off to Vietnam from tomorrow till 24th. Consider this as holiday, Asiah. Before planning for a real getaway.

Hmm. Work has been going smoothly. Alhamdulillah! So far so good. Need more guides from the Above and the people around.

30 days Mencari Cinta Games? Dah Game Over dah pun! But I don't consider it game over, since we actually didn't start the game officially. Nah, no biggie! Taking things easy. As for "the meeting", I'm not sure. Whether they put it on hold or what.

signing off @ 04:13:46

Messed up!

2008-12-09T15:50:00.003+08:00

That is a one very STUPID mistake!

Just a simple thing, and yet you ruined it!

Pardon me, but, what the *^$%^&$#@^*&%$@!@!#%^%&*% ARGGGHHH!

And I'm not satisfied!!!

signing off @ 15:53:05

Perfection. NOT!

2008-12-06T23:44:00.003+08:00

Currently: Guitar madness.
Mentor: Amirah.
Venue: Anywhere.
Time: Every week (if possible).
Result so far: Fingers hurting like mad. OUCH!

Another thing I think I'm good at, photography.
Ok or not, babe? You can be my model next time, yah?

And for now, I need guidance from Above. One big thing at the end of the journey in my teen's life. Insya Allah, I can do it! With the help from all the people I need. Please pray along that every single thing will run smoothly after this. And I can handle matters patiently, positively and maturedly. Bismillah~

Signing off @ 23:54:47

Random

2008-12-01T20:55:00.002+08:00

In a week time, it's gonna be exactly one year since I started blogging.

And what can I say is that, so many things has happened and is happening in my life. I learned a lot from it. Become more matured, ehem.

And in two months time... hmm... Anything can happen.

And regarding to the "meeting" it's still pending.

signing off @ 21:16:02

All time favorite movies

2008-11-30T18:58:00.006+08:00

These are all the movies that will make me cry everytime I watch it. I'm not sure why, but it's just heart-wrenching. The sacrifices they made and all, it really touched my heart. So yeah! Even though I watched it before and tend to watch it again, I'll cry everytime I watch.
One things is that, all the movies has got to do with our planet.

The ultimate encounter when mysterious and powerful aliens launch an all out invasion against the human race. The spectacles begins when massive spaceships appear in Earth's skies. But wonder turns to terror as the ships blast destructive beams of fire down on cities all over the planet. Now the world's only hope lies with a determined band if survivors, uniting for one last strike against the invaders - before it's the end of the mankind.

For reason unknown, the earth's inner core has stopped rotating, causing the planet's electromagnetic field to rapidly deteriorate. Instantly, life around the globe begins to change dramatically. Geophysicist, Dr. John Keyes and a team of the world's most gifted scientists to travel into the earth's core in a subterranean craft piloted by terranaunts major Rebecca Childs and Commander Robert Iverson. Their mission is to detonate a nuclear device that will reactivate the core and save the world from sure destruction.

A huge comet is headed for earth. As it does not consist of one big piece, but of a cloud of rather small pieces plus main rock the size of Texas, little impacts are recorded long before the big one is schedules for collision with earth. Harry Stamper and his drill team are selected to land on the main comet as they are the only ones who can work the special drill that Harry developed. Their mission is to drill 800 feet into the comet to place a nuclear explosive device. The explosion of the bomb will break the comet in two, and the two pieces will pass earth on both sides. This task has to be accomplished before a certain "dead" line, or the comet parts will not fly, but hit earth.

p/s: Please prepare boxes of tissue next to you. Just in case! Enjoy~

signing off @ 20:19:20

Dilemma

2008-11-25T20:56:00.003+08:00

Actually I don't have anthing to say for now.
It's just that I want to put up something here.
Let see. Hmm. What should I talk about here?
Work? Na'ah.
Life? Good, I think.

Oh! I got this one particular thing that is happening in my life.
But I'm not sure whether it's the right decision I'm taking.
To attend the "meeting" means that I'm willing to start afresh. Am I?
So right now, I'm in dilemma~

signing off @ 21:43:03

Just A Random Thoughts

2008-11-16T19:11:00.005+08:00

It's like Saturdays is our official meeting.
It's great though.
Talks about everything. Cheering each other up.
By the way, the jokes are lame. However, it made us laugh non-stopping and forget about the "sorrow" for a while.

I think I'll just need just one thing before I'm totally gonna feel quite okay. Cry. Yup! But not untill the sobbing part. Just let the tears flow.
Bear in mind that crying doesn't show our weaknesses. To me, crying shows that we do have feelings and emotions. And sometimes crying does help to lighten up or just ease the pain a little. One thing I still don't get it when a man cried, people will say that it shows them they are weak. It's just that sometimes they need to cry too. Man are still human. Right, guys?

Happiness and sadness~ Part and parcel of life. Without them, it's gonna be empty. But, we need to balance it! For now, even though I don't like what's happening in my life I'll bet I'll be happy later it's just that I have to wait. It's just that sooner or later. Be patience Asiah, patience!

signing off @ 19:25: 16

Me, Myself & I

2008-11-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

I went to a concert alone, once.

And I can do it again.

Last call!

Avenue Q, anyone?

signing off @ 22:05:36

Recuperating~

2008-11-08T12:58:00.008+08:00

For those who tagged me and concern about me, thanks so much! Touched! Like I say, it's bad mentally and it will definitely affect my physical but trying very hard not to be so into it!

For now, we are playing this game called "30 Hari Mencari Cinta" based on a books and a movie. Let's see the result 30 days later.

5 Nov
First debut! Went Karaoke-ing. We try to sing our hearts out, but too bad! The place need to be updated with latest songs. Very "ulu" and we were kinda lost. And plus direction from him,"cari bangunan yang dah nak roboh!" But still, enjoyed with the companion. Seriously sey! Are we crazy or what! Weekdays-Karaoke-Supper-Ladies-Taxi. Superb!

4 Nov
Went Shopping with her. Just to ease our mind a little. But ending up, huih! Amirah is the one who actually need to shop. Whilst, it was my idea. But nevermind, we ended up bought the same beg. Cute~

2nd Nov

Shopping with Mak & Kakak. Enjoy ourselves. Ladies day out! Ehem! It was fun! Just eat and shop, till we drop - not really! Maybe, can slot in as one of our monthly activites.

1st Nov

Got a call from Amirah & Fash. Hang-out. Chill. Cheer her up! Welcome to the "Masuk Angin Keluar Asap Club"! Latest news. Catching things up. *Fash, gambar-gambarnya mana sih?"*

31st Oct

Getting ready for Ungu Concert at Esplanade! Man! It was damn awesome concert. What a show! My cousin and I had this "butterfly stomach" before the show started. Padahal, bukan kita yang nak menyanyi! That's a funny moment. I'm so in love with all the songs. Especially, songs created by Onci. Man! It's a one haunting song!

Some pictures below to be enjoyed by some Ungu's fans who's unabe to go for the concert.

signing off @ 20:55:18

Let's clear the air

2008-10-31T00:13:00.003+08:00

I didn't know that you still will "ungkit" history during the secondary school days. It's a history, that we can take "moral of the story" from it but not to "ungkit balik" like there's still pending issues from that time until now. And here I am still trying to change myself to a better a person. I don't think I get "grumpy" without a reason like you said. And, an info to you - my mood change because of the "sekeliling" also. I guess because I'm bit temperamental and my mood is unpredictable, most people labeled me as arrogant. But I don't get it when you called me "grumpy"!

Did you realise that sometimes the changing of my mood has got to do with you too? What you did and what you said do affect my mood and my feelings. And I'm trying very damn hard not to hurt your feelings. You can't blame me totally because sometimes or should I say most of the time I don't know when you are hurt because of me, and you wanna know why? That's because you tend to keep your feelings to yourself sometimes - correction - most of the time, looks like I repeat twice. When I'm actually there to lend you my ears to listen to anything and my shoulder for you to lean on. Why don't we talk everytime we are hurt with one another, so, these kind of things doesn't repeat again!

This time around I don't know who to point finger to. But I know I'm kinda "terkilan" with your attitude last week. I know someone is picking you up and I'm fine with it, seriously. The thing is you didn't even take a look at me, "jalan menonong je", you already cross the road. I know I should play my part too, but I'm not sure which. I was kinda waiting for your messages at least, just to show your concern, walking alone+at night+raining, since we're in this togethter. A week I wait. Nothing. Is it you who don't really care or me who's making these into a big deal?

Let me play a part as a friend in your life that you can rely to at all times, my dear. Anything, if you need help, someone to talk to when you're stress or feeling down or even when you're happy at any time. Not just someone who you look up when you need someone to "teman" you.

I'm truly sorry if these past years have been hard for you as a friend to Nur Asiah. This is me. I've learned my lesson and still learning, and I need someone to guide me along this way. Let's put a stop to all this so-called nonsense. I'm sure there's some mistakes from your side and my side. And I'm not saying you're totally in the wrong and I'm the correct one. Actually I'm also tired of this "buat muka"... So~ it's up to you now on how you wanna see things after reading this! I'm still right there if you need someone to "teman" you. So yeah~

signing off @ 01:01:22

Tired-Exhausted-Shagged

2008-10-29T21:54:00.004+08:00

It's like I'm on the Viking. You're up then you're down and you're up again untill the ride ends. Tired mentally definitely affect my physical. Hate that when it happens!

Funny thing is, more workload doesn't help to take my mind of him actually. Instead, his face keep popping and appearing in my mind.
"Namun harus ku lepaskan cinta, ketika ku bersujud"

Yup, I need a break! From all these.
Maybe by the beach or just a place where I can let go about it for a while. Not running away from reality but just taking a break. December is my plan! I need a companion! Anyone? You?

One thing I miss the most is talking to my fren. Last time before I started working, I got the chance to chat with my fren for a few hours about anything. But since I started working, haven't got the chance to chat with my fren - yet.

And speaking of friend...
"Thank you very much! Well done! Nice job you got there! Let me pat your back! Not a glance! I really take my hat off!"

signing off @ 22:45:50

'Crushing or Crashing Wishlists'?

2008-10-15T23:04:00.004+08:00

Once I wished I never know you. But Alhamdulillah~ I get to know you!
Once I wished I never met you. But Alhamdulillah~ We've met!
Once I wished you're mine. Later, I hoped you'll find the one!
Once I wished you're hers. Later, I regretted because you chose her!

I've made my decision but when it came to the finalized part I started to wonder over it again. Thats what made me still trying to holding on. However, I'm not even sure, what am I waiting for. The end to this fantasy? Which I am 100% sure, either I ending up with happiness or broken-hearted. Either she wins or I lose.

I just wished I never know him and her, just to take care of my own heart!

signing off @ 23:21:29

Busy Bumble Bee

2008-10-11T00:41:00.002+08:00

Man! What a hectic week~
Spending 11 hours every day at work.
Now I can understand what you meant, "Welcome home!"
Another one, just few days ago, "Asiah, kau keje sini jangan kurus sudah eh!"
Thanks for the encouraging words ar, dear colleagues!
I'll bear those advices in mind!

Tired?! Not just tired tired. Datuk-cucu-cicit-king-trojan of tired!
But what I like is the feeling of relieved when I've finished the task assigned to me!

Speaking of assigning... I was appointed to be the Emcee at the Federation.
Seriously man! This is something I've never done before in my whole entire life. In front of the MP some more! My most concern, is my voice - there's like vibration in my voice if I'm in nervous situation. Some glitch at the beginning, later part every thing went smooth and well, Alhamdulillah! Luckily, my encouragement pill came. Hope can get the vidz.

For now, I'm typing with my eyes half close + yawning-non-stopping~ Adios!

signing off @ 01:09:12

Keep it Shut!

2008-10-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

Someone said that our friendship is getting better in times, teasing, laughing, joking etc.

But, I still have my doubt!

Having a crush on someone in silence has always been my forte.

For how long? One month? two month? Six month? A year?

Silly me for loving you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection~

signing off @ 00:18:22

Amirah~This is for you!

2008-10-03T00:00:00.004+08:00

This one is for you...

Happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you...

Happy birthday to Amirah... Happy birthday to you!

Happy 19th Birthday, Babe!

Nothing special from me.

But I hope our Friendship is the best present you've ever received from me.

Enjoy~

signing off @ 00:00:00

Eid Mubarak!

2008-10-02T14:03:00.004+08:00

To all Muslim peeps...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Do forgive me for all my wrongdoings.

Tersalah cakap ke, termengumpat ke, tersakitkan hati ke dan "ter" yang sewaktu dengannya.

As an ordinary human beings, I can't promise that I won't repeat it! (^_^')

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Assalamualaikum, Cinta!
Selamat Hari Raya, Cinta!

signing off @ 14:15:04

Blogging kills!

2008-09-30T15:27:00.004+08:00

Blog can kills!
No wonder there was a case that made the Blogger spend some of their life serving in prison because of what was posted in the blog. Hmm...family ties can be severed because of blog. But hey, we're not related. Aunt? Uncle? Cousin? Let me see. From which side, eh? And this is the truth!

Don't really care about this thing! But when you talk about my family, I have to step in! Sorry if you TERASA! I don't care about your feeling, whether you got scolded or what!

You know who you are - I don't need to metion names here!

signing off @ 15:57:46

I Miss

2008-09-27T22:11:00.003+08:00

Aidilfitri is just around the corner.

If you asked me how's the preparation so far? Frankly speaking, I didn't help much. And I missed helping out my mum - hang the curtains, cleaning up the house, etc. But I really missed helping my mum to hang the new curtains. Since both my sis either too scared to panjat or too lazy. As I already start working this year, everyday when I reached home all the job is done. Pity my mum. Seems like I don't get to help much. Except for the shopping part.

Check list:
Hang new curtains - Checked
Change new mattress' cover - Checked
Baju Raya - Checked
Kuih Raya - 50% Checked

"Mak, ade tertinggal tak?" *Shouting to my Mak*

Oh yah! Today followed and watched them trained at Siloso Beach and it sure does bring backs some memories with my street-soccer team-mates last time. The warming up, the running, the tiring part and all. I wonder when can we gather all of them together to catch things up.

And I miss . . . . .

signing out @ 22:55:27

Main thing is to RESPECT!

2008-09-18T20:57:00.005+08:00

I can't tolerate his rudeness anymore!!! Day by day he's getting from bad to worse!!!

This year of Ramadhan is really testing my patience. Please pray that I'm strong enough to endure all the pain, anger, sadness etc. If not, later my puasa kena discount!

R.E.S.P.E.C.T
1) When we respect ourselves then people will respect you gradually. Needless to say, you don't even respect people who are older than you, I can't even see you are respecting yourself.
2) You can't snap on other people's opinions. We're free to give out our own comments and stories and ideas. Even if you don't agree with it!
"Memang tak tau malu punya case ar!"

Just a simple courtesy, you're coming in not to your own house, what should you do?
Barge in?!? Tot! Wrong answer!
-We give Salam AND WAIT FOR PEOPLE TO ANSWER THE SALAM AND THE DOOR FOR YOU! Not by coming in as if that's YOUR house! Where's your manner? Don't tell me your parents didn't teach you that simple manner? And let me repeat! THIS IS MY HOUSE NOT YOURS FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!!!

Don't you follow rules outside??? Same goes to MY house!
-We don't turn on the TV right after the Azan Maghrib finished before performing our prayer first. Man! You don't even Solat. Astaghfirullah, even pretended like you didn't hear a thing!

How are you going to lead your own family if your PERANGAI is still like THESE and you don't seems to put any EFFORT to change into a BETTER PERSON??

And you said that I got attitude problem?!?! Your problem is much more bigger than mine!!! Mind your own problem first before wanting to kepo on other people's business!!!

And this is before becoming my family member officially, you already putting your ass into my life. It's my business whether I wanna continue study to the higher level or not, at least I want to complete it. Not like you, stop separuh jalan!!!

What will happen if it's official already? Don't tell me... Urgh! I don't even wanna imagine!!!

You made a remark saying that Asiah is a kind of girl who's 'berlagak-sok-tau-aja'. Am I?
But at least I don't brag and exaggerate! Cakap besar tapi tak buat! Blah lah!

For now, I don't even want to look at his face! Full stop.

signing off @ 21:26:17

Random

2008-09-11T21:44:00.006+08:00

I'm not feeling good. Physically sleepy. Mentally unstable. Let's hope it won't affect my work.

Speaking of work. There was an event yesterday. At first, everything was running smoothly. Somehow, in the later part things became a bit chaotic and getting out of hands. Luckily can manage. Boss looked kinda pissed! Ouh oh!

Understand - understood, our mental and physical tire double easily in the month of Ramadhan. I accidentally fell asleep while doing my work at the office and I think my boss saw me laying my head on the desk. That was on Tuesday.
Today - I fell asleep at the praying room after my Zohor prayer, sitting, ending up getting a leg cramped. Nearly an hour and no one realize that I was missing. Good huh!

"Asiah, what are you working as?" - Random people questioning me. I don't really want to answer . FYI - I'm proud with my job, just lazy to story panjang lebar. Sorry peeps! I'm happy with my work and the environment that is enough.

My GF said, I was lucky to get to work there. My first job and already in a big organization. She said I should give a treat to the person who actually kinda tarik me to join in as volunteer and to the person who kinda recommending me. Hmmz, great idea I think! Insya Allah, one day I will give a treat to both of you guys - you know who you are!

I'm damn exhausted, chao!

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Before that ~>

As for you... Hmm... "Assalamualaikum, Cinta!"

signinig off @ 22:16:12

I've never dream about it!

2008-09-07T15:29:00.003+08:00

I've never dream about working with big people, big names, big organisation and big build (haha). And now I'm living the dream that I've never dream before. It's unbelievable how life works.

Last time, my GF and I were hoping that we can work together. Now, she got her job at a travel agency and I got a job at this organisation. And I've never dream that my friend who was my classmate, now is a colleague of mine.

It has been 3 weeks since I changed my job scope. I'm still learning and trying to do my very best. The staff are nice peeps, they've been a great help when I need it. What I can see so far is that all the staff works with passion.

I hope that this is the best path for me.

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I wanna blog more, but... I don't know how to put my thinking into words. Hmm...

As for you ~> Assalamualaikum, Cinta! (^_^)

signing off @ 16:14:44

Be Careful!

2008-08-31T22:19:00.002+08:00

Last Friday morning from 11pm to 2am, I'd a chat with one of my girlfriend on MSN. Mostly about guys. Haha. I got good advices from her. Useful one.

I should be more careful from now on, people all around me are observing. And hoping that no one can see through. I'm just being me and I know that I'm not good at pretending or acting or even hiding things. More, it's about my feelings here.

One things for sure is that I should take things easy, no rushing. But I don't know why I should feel saddened with some news that's relating with you, me and her.

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Ramadhan al-Mubarak to all!
May this month gives us the chances to change to a better person.

signing off @ 22:55:00

Ice-skating...

2008-08-24T17:15:00.007+08:00

I learned something new yesterday.

Yup! You guys guess it correctly. Ice-skating!
It was damn fun and funny, man! Hilarious and adventurous.
I fell 3 times, but that's where lesson learnt.
Like usual, I reached early and have to wait for the rest. Nearly 30 minutes, hisy! Next time I wanna be the one who's late. Let them wait for me!
At first, I was quite shy and it takes me an hour to warm myself up with the thing. I just skate at the side of the ring, then came 2nd round. That’s when I have enough courage to skate at the centre of the ring. But I know that people around don't really bother. So just enjoy yourself and have fun!!!

(This is naturally candid...don't believe me? Look at the lady behind us!)

While waiting...

Finally~ We ice-skate!

My latest interest... Ice-skating~ Guys, let's go again! Weeee~

For now, my arms is aching! Ouch!

signing off @ 19:49:18

Triple Happiness

2008-08-18T21:14:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah~

Everything went well and smooth for Mega Big Bazaar ’08. 4 days straight, I believed every one of us pumped in all the efforts we have left with. It’s fun. I get to work with different types of people and learned customers’ behavior. Tired, shagged, exhausted etc.

Alhamdulillah~ again.

My problem with him, settled. Can’t wait any longer. If not, awkward~

Another Alhamdulillah~

My handphone is fine now.

Now, can sleep with smile on my face. Tomorrow is a new day for me. Boss wanna see me first thing in the morning and there’s meeting at 11am. Adios~

Enjoy the pictures!

signing off @ 21:29:44

Pestering Problems

2008-08-13T23:59:00.003+08:00

I’m pissed off!!!

I just found out today at work that someone actually said something about me and him. Thanks to kakak L for sharing. We went out together? I, myself was shocked with the news! When? Why don’t they ask me directly instead of making up their own theory? And I don’t like it, because it makes me look bad and this involves my name and reputation. Who the hell is the word-spreader please stand up!

Sometimes or should I say most of the time I feel no sense of belonging in this organization. I wonder myself, am I part of the organization or not since I’m just a temp here. Or is it just me? Plus, the upcoming events makes thing worse in some way. But I can guarantee one thing that all the staff is a great people.

And ever since I’ve started working here, I believe someone is been trying to avoid me. What’s up with that? We were class-mates and friends, right? Ignore what you are thinking or feeling right now. We are friends. I repeat, FRIENDS! Don’t tell me I can’t be one of your friends who is a girl? Let stick with the status quo, alright? Oh my god! And the cold-treatment, you are making it look so obvious okay? Am I too much to say that you are being paranoid here? I need a small little favor from you, please stop it. If anything is bothering you that have something to do with me, why don’t we sit and talk about it. It’s like we got some pending issues going on here, why don’t we settle the score before Ramadan comes? Let’s clear the air~

I am mentally and physically exhausted. Nothing else to say, for now!

signing off @ 00:34: 52

Events

2008-08-08T22:26:00.010+08:00

Wow! August is here already. Looks like this month is packed with so many events lining up one after another. Let's start...

SingFest '08
3rd Aug, Sunday.
Man! It was magnificently awesome! I was kinda speechless. Those who went were served with great musics. Stacie Oricco starts the ball rolling, nice voice! Next, Jamie Scott, wooh~~ Man with accent. Then we got OneRebulic, I think this one is the second I enjoyed most, great interaction with the audience. This one my fav, Jason Mraz, everyone was like singing along and I'm sure he's the only one who received shouts for an encore. I did want to capture some of his cutely "geek" face, too bad! Panic at the Disco, hmm, I don't know - some technical problem and the mood went off but one of the member is cute though, Hah! Pussy Cat Dolls - their energy level was...erm... I don't know how to say it here. And the finale was Alicia Keys - the performance everyone's waiting for. But I left half way her performance. Overall SingFest '08 was awesome!
Oh! Two incidents - Got splashed with water due to hot weather that day, so maybe the organisers doesn't want any fainted victims and I got stepped on the feet countless times.
Funny thing is I get to see Mr. So-Called-Cool danced! Wahaha, I tell you!
Looking forward for next year SingFest, I think!

The Man with accent.

OneRepublic doing sound check.

They were fantastic.

"Kacau ar tgn org ni!" - Guess whose arm is this?

Olympic Beijing 2008
8th Aug, Friday.
Watched the opening ceremony. It was damn grand! 10 months practicing was worth it. Fireworks was like every where. I wonder how much they spent!

National Day
9th Aug, Saturday.
Singapore is celebrating its 43rd year of independence.
I believe this year NDP is so gonna be much better than last year. Just watch the trailer and you can know.

Dad's Birthday
15th Aug, Friday.
Sis and mum are busy making plan on where to celebrate. I'm still not sure whether I can be there or not since I'm involved in an event organized by the organization I'm working at. Hmm, maybe can take half day off, must ask Boss Kecik later!

M.E.B
From 14th til 17th Aug, Thursday til Sunday.
Can see that every one is beginning to get busy. Meeting everyday.

p/s:
1) Girls~Outing lagik yok!
2)Fren~(After a loooong thought) Treat me to ice cream, pun ok! Ain't I adorable? Tak nak mahal-mahal...(^_^')
3)AGFT Ladies~Gathering b4 Ramadhan or Iftar together?
4)MDIS Friends~Let's go Ice-Skating on 23rd Aug, Saturday!

I'm bushed~Out for now! Adios~

signing off @ 22:48:46

Singfest '08

2008-08-03T01:31:00.001+08:00

Don't know what to expect tomorrow but I'm all set and ready to go...

Just a few hours away...

signing off @ 01:33:18

Date with Girlfriends

2008-07-28T20:05:00.004+08:00

22-07-08. Date with 'em. Had the urge to eat ice-cream, pulled 'em along.
They really made my day! I've had fun. Thanks girls!

Asiah & Amirah

Nisha & Asiah

~ Asiah Arshad ~

signing off @ 20:15:40

Random

2008-07-26T18:24:00.003+08:00

Watched The Dark Night last night with my colleagues. Great movie! I think Heath Ledger is the main attraction for the movie itself. He, himself was great!!!

Supposedly, I'm off to Thailand yesterday. But then, dad gave me an option. Bangkok now or Istanbul on November! Of course I chose Istanbul since I've been to Bangkok countless times already. So, just my parents' going to Thailand on Monday till Wednesday. For the weekend, they head to Rawa Island, Malaysia on fishing trip. Kinda bored and I miss my mak n bak!

Man, recently the weather in Singapore - mundane!

signing off @ 18:47:01

I'm A Survivor

2008-07-24T19:57:00.005+08:00

I've survived two weeks of my work-force!!! Yeay me!

1st day was on 15th July 2008, heart was beating damn fast! I don't know what am I scared of actually! I kinda know all the staff already, the places and all! But the nervousness is still there! Alhamdulillah~ All went well!

It was quite relax lah I can say my job.
The H.O.D is a nice man!
All the staff can clique ar! Great peeps! Love to joke kinda people.
Environment-wise, I can say excellent! Its just all the rooms are DAMN COLD lah sey!
And speaking of room, I got my "own" room! Hahaks...
(p/s: Dear colleagues, if you guys are reading this, you know what I mean!)
One thing is that, I'm kinda "segan" with the BOSS! Erm.. I don't think you wanna know who's the Boss!

"Amacam awak boleh ter'landed' kat sini lah? Terkejut saye! Ingat Asiah mane? Rupenye Asiah Bagus!" - Kak Zuhrah. Or should I say Coach Zuhrah!

I'm loving and enjoying my job! Sad thing is, it's a temp.

Nevermind, enjoy all the moment that I can for now!
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Quote of the day~

"Sometimes you don't need a reason to love or like someone!"

signing off @ 20:23:42

New things...

2008-07-17T22:41:00.004+08:00

I received a 5 mins driving lesson with dad this morning. Since I reached workplace half-an-hour earlier. Just one round in the car park. It's a funny-plus-scary experience though. Hahaks!

Oh! Am I glad or what! Finally, I got a job! It's just a temporary position, an assistant to Finance Executive. Better than none, right? At least I got something to do and can earn myself some pocket $$. Yay me!

signing off @ 23:03:01

PSK - Last Part

2008-07-14T12:47:00.004+08:00

After 4 straight Sundays...
Yesterday was the last day...
There's always an end to all starts...

I've had fun. I received something priceless. Unforgettable memories. Knowing nice peeps. Made new friends. And the list goes on and on...

One important list is - تعروف معه أيضا

Here's some pics I managed to capture.

That's one of my life journey...

New page, new story to begin...

signing off @ 13:16:21

Promises to myself

2008-07-12T02:05:00.001+08:00

I've made an oath to myself not to go there for the time being. And let's pray hard that I can endure and resist the temptation. Just to look after my heart so I won't hurt more, in case anything happen in the future.

I've tried so damn hard not to be bothered with any of these but I don't know why its just so strong. I know you know and you know that I know but why the pretension? I wonder when all these will put to an end. Or it'll end one day without an ending.

Sometimes you're near but yet so far.

Sometimes you're uncatchable when actually you're close to me.

And...

"I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about... And she's got everything that I have to live without..."

I just don't know what to think anymore...

signing off @ 02:06:09

PSK - Part 1

2008-07-02T14:19:00.005+08:00

After this, all things are going back to square one (or not) and I'll lead my life as usual. But, no worries! I've brought back something that I can treasure.

List of Discovery->

1) I managed to gain a lot of experiences that maybe can last my entire life.
2) I made a couple of new friends. Kak Juli, Fairuz, Kak Ungku, Halim, Kak Nur and many more.
3) Still learning to become friendlier. (Note to Asiah, this one is a must. And Smile more often.)
4) Enjoying myself in helping out a friend in need.
5) Parents are more enthusiast than their kids in the Silat (Malay Martial Arts) Competition.
6) My most deeply treasure... Hmm... تعروف معه

For now, Merchandise Team, You Guys Rocks!!!

The rest of the pics will be posted when the event has ended, aite!

I thank you for the opportunity given.

signing off @ 14:51:42

The Reason

2008-06-28T18:33:00.002+08:00

At times I thought that I found the reason.

But it's about the matter of time that I'll have no other reason.

What other reasons can I use?

signing off @ 18:36:51

Today's Temperature - COLD

2008-06-21T00:08:00.004+08:00

Ah~ I feel fresh now! Nice long shower after a long day is so soothing that sometimes you can fall asleep while taking a bath. Okay, not important!
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I was told just now that I put on the expression on my face that I shouldn't have.

And too bad I didn't realize it, seriously! Dang!

The expression of unapproachable and I-don't-like-you kind of looks. I'm sad when people think that I'm that sort of person. What should I do to overcome this problem? Is not like I'm cooping myself up with that "looks" and don't want to change, I've tried and still trying!

Can see that everyone's tired. So am I.

Cold. You're cold. And I know I was cold.

I'm sorry. Hope no one feel offended with me. No heart feeling, aite? Especially You!
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Still unstable(more to mentally)... Haih! Just when can I sort this out?

signing off @ 00:21:32

No Mood

2008-06-17T17:40:00.016+08:00

Why am I trying and making myself sounds happy in front of everybody when the actual deep inside of me there's a mixture of emotions?
I'm mentally unstable(for now) and it really affects my moods and physically.

The song says it all...

signing off @ 18:13:59

Marie Christina Digby

2008-06-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

Finally!! I received the pictures today.
For Marie's fans who weren't able to attend her Autograph Session, I hope these pictures will help you feel better.

Event: Marie Digby's Autograph Session
Time/Date: 4 pm/10 May '08
Venue: Gap Store @ Wisma Atria

*Before the Autograph Session began, she sang two songs accoustically, Say It Again & Umbrella. Damn nice man!

Enjoy the pics, peeps!

The Masterpiece.

p/s: To Marie's husband (ehem...) tataplah gmbr dia sebelum tido... confirm boleh termimpi punye! Haha...

signing off @ 21:08:29

Realize that...

2008-06-04T12:29:00.003+08:00

If only you open up your heart and listen...
Sometimes, certain things are meant to be left unspoken...
Or is it you can see, hear, understand it but acted like nothing happened...
How I wish one day you'll come forward and tell me what I've been wanting to hear...

Realize by Colbie Caillat
Take time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out each other now

Take time to realize
Oh oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized...

If you realized one day... Don't worry... I'm always there...

signing off @ 12:51:08

Don't stop learning

2008-05-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

I think today I see something that wasn’t expose to me earlier.

Peak-hours. From what I saw and experienced today, most Singapore people tend to turn into a “kiasu” and “no-manners” monsters during that particular time. Seriously, don’t they look left or right when walking? Instead of those snobbish looks why don’t they just say one simple word “sorry” when they ‘accidentally’ bumped or knocked into people around you. And don’t they learn how to queue up while waiting for their turns? Instead of pushing why don’t they wait patiently? I thought we were all taught on manners during our primary school? Has that gone to waste? Newsflash – manners matters!

For the first time ever in my life I see a man crying (watching in movies doesn’t count, okay?). And this is not cry with only tears flowing from eyes but emotionally crying because of some personal matters. Just like girls crying when they are sad over guys, love, etc. I think the sobbing part that shocked me. Because, guys are always known as a macho and manly figure and they don’t like emotions taking control over them. So, guys out there! Please share some tips with me how to calm you guys when crying? Should I, let the guy carry on with his crying and venting what he’s not satisfied with or just use, “banyak bersabar…” method?

And last but not least, I love rain!!! Maybe because these past few days it’s been hot. I just stared at the rain when it pours heavily and I enjoy doing it. And if only, no one's looking I just want to play and have fun in the rain. What we usually heard when it rains, people complained. When the weather is hot, people also complained. I don’t get it! Rain rain don’t go away...

I think I learnt something valuable from all these...

p/s: I'll update on Marie Digby autograph session soon... waiting for the pics...

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"Nothing is impossible when you believe. Unless, it's really impossible."

signing off @ 23:37:27

Bored & Waiting

2008-05-15T15:40:00.003+08:00

I'm done with all my supplementary exams. Both Food & Beverage and Case Studies. I wonder when can I get my cert sey? Jeremy called and said that he can collect the cert now after waiting for like 5 months. Wah! Seriously MDIS is SLOW.

So next step I've to look for a job, and so far I've sent my resume to 7 companies and currently waiting for calling up for interviews. I think I need to start working by early next month. Running out of $$ and kesian-ing dad for giving me allowances every month. Hey, I've been guest-of-honour approximately 5 months now and I'm kinda getting bored with it!

Workforce, here I come!

signing off @ 15:59:58

Jiwang's Cool!

2008-05-05T20:19:00.004+08:00

I should be revising on my notes now, but the Jiwang side of me came. Paused for a while and MUST continue revising later. Studying+daydreaming, this is what I get!

If only there's someone who are willing and sincere to dedicate these songs to me... I'll be like cow jump over the moon+on cloud nine! Hehe..(^_^')
Nevermind, I'll wait for that special someone... Like someone said,"your time will come, Asiah!"

Istimewa by Indigo
Tiada puisi atau lagu
Tiada potret tiada ragu
Yang dapat ku ilham seindahmu
Nyata kau satu dalam berjuta
Wahai jelita kau istimewa

Walau ku kembara sedunia
Walau ku temu ramai wanita
Nyata kau tiada tandingannya
Seikhlas hati aku menyinta
Kau istimewa, teristimewa

Daku berikrar
Wahai maharaniku
Bina mahligai syahdu
Hanya engkau dan aku di situ

Tiada mimpi atau fantasi
Tiada rasa lebih berseri
Semekar murni hatimu sayang
Siang dan malam, aku terbayang

Ingin ku bawa kau ke awana
Ingin memadu kasih asmara
Sepanjang hayatku curahkan cinta
Sebenar-benar ucapan kata
Kau istimewa Oh percayalah
Ku perlu cinta dari wanitaku nan istimewa
Berikan cintamu nan istimewa

Lelaki Ini by Anuar Zain
Kasih, kenanganku
Ingatkah saat-saat dulu
Kasih, apakah dirimu
Merasakan semua itu

Ke mana pun langkahku pergi
Ku masih melihat bayanganmu cintaku
Dan ke mana pun arah anginku berlari
Hati ini masih kau miliki

Lelaki ini yang selau mencintamu
Selalu, tanpa ragu
Lelaki ini yang selalu memuja
Hanya dirimu
Yang bertakhta dalam sanubariku
Sanubariku
Aku yang mencintakan mu
Hanya dirimu

Karena cintaku, tak terbatas waktu
Karena cintaku, tak mengenal jenuh hatimu
Hatimu...
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"Unrequited love is definitely a very special feeling. Sometimes it's more enchanting than a perfect love relationship."

signing off @ 20:40:33

Kisah Asiah

And the moment has begun...

It's the new beginning...

No one will know....

Salam Lebaran 2011

Understanding...

It's a one hell week!

It's like riding a roller coaster...

In my own world.

It has been a while...

Another vacation for me....

Oooppppssss!

*BLANK MIND*

What's wrong? No? Yes? No? Argh... I don't know!

My weekend

Let me speak will ya?

Happy New Year?

Unclear!

I'm not a perfect person...

Effort? Who should do it?

My fault?

Randomness

Tired & Sleepy

Renovation Skin

A fast one

Washing my hands off? I want to... But I can't!

Asiah is back~ Wooohhoooo! (^_^')

Testing Mic... Is it on?

Unique Eid Fitri 1430H

Tiring day~

Work 3x

Scary encounter... Maybe~

Ramadhan~

How time flies~

Ready! Action!

Undescribable...

Prawning

Random

A moment of silliness

3 at 3

Some Love, Dream, Nightmare & Happiness

Is this the end?

It's not by just saying it... There's a meaning...

So what!!!

Mix it together and you get... Asiah

Watch it!

Trust me. Not!

Happen, Happened, Happening

Reality Vs. Fantasy

Stupid girl~ Move on!

New Love

I'll just be waiting right here~

Concerts

Hay-wired emotions...

Things happening

I'm scared

I Don't Wanna Lose Someone~

Is this the end?

Vietnam Trip

Smooth Journey - So Far So Good

Messed up!

Perfection. NOT!

Random

All time favorite movies

Dilemma

Just A Random Thoughts

Me, Myself & I

Recuperating~

Let's clear the air

Tired-Exhausted-Shagged

'Crushing or Crashing Wishlists'?

Busy Bumble Bee

Keep it Shut!

Amirah~This is for you!

Eid Mubarak!

Blogging kills!

I Miss

Main thing is to RESPECT!

Random

I've never dream about it!

BLANK MIND